Often, I wonder when
it first happened?
Thinking back to that night, I think I had first glimpsed the feeling deep down
inside. In a place that man has never dared venture in his mere mortality. A
place deep within, so dark that the thought of light is unknown and foreign.
Sitting beside
the warm campfire, I contemplated the day’s
events. A full moon rose slowly over the distant forest, and I watched
the scattered clouds drift lazily across the face of its November
brightness, as an early winter chill started filling the air. I
pulled my skins tighter around my body to ward off the chill. As
I think about it now it was not the chilled night air that I should
have warded off.
A heavy drift of clouds oppressed the light of the moon as the
surrounding area grew pitch. The light from the fire cast eerie
dancing shadows on the bushes around me and limited my vision to
no more than 3 meters in any direction.
As the clouds passed the moon and the light began gaining purchase
on my surrounding I saw her standing there watching me. I stood
and watched guarded as she slowly approached the fire. Studying
her graceful haunting moves, I could not help but wonder why she
was here?
She lowered herself next to the fire across from me and it was
the first time I saw them. Her eyes were deep pools, liquid, swimming
oil filled pools. Never had I seen such beauty in one's eyes. They
fixed on him, unblinking, looking, burying into his very soul. Then
is when I first felt the feeling then. Deep inside my recesses a
chill ran through my soul. It awakened a primal desire I had never
known. A desire to give her my, . . . my very soul?
I never think about that night anymore. Years ago I found I was
better not to think or relive that night.
There she was, walking slowly under the streetlights. The opera
was over and the street crowds where thinning. I find these days
that one must be very careful on the city streets of New York.
Closer she came, her furs pulled tightly around her neck under
the night chill. As she came to the doorway entrance I turned into
the light that she might see me.
Instantly our eyes met, hers locked onto mine as I looked into
her soul. I held out my hand to her and she came to me as a lamb
to her mother. My arms slid slowly around her as our lips met. I
could smell her; the passion heated her blood as we embraced. Hungrily
our mouths locked, I can taste her now, as her tongue searches my
mouth.
Shock, surprise, fear rivets her body as her tongue draws across
my teeth.
She breaks away from my lips and startles a scream as my mouth
closes on her neck. Only whimpers as I bite deep into the flesh.
500 years ago she came to my fire. She loved me so. And now she
awaits her kiss of life as I have just had mine.
Why this night do I dwell on this?
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