In the midst of my aloneness,
he walked into the bar. He was immediately visible and bright within
the crowd. He was tall, lean, and clean. The bar lights shimmered
off his incredibly long, beautiful hair. He was the most gorgeous
creature imaginable, so much so, that it took effort to dismiss
him from my thoughts. Alas, to my way of thinking, he was far too
young to even hope for an iota of attention, to one so old and battered
by life, as myself.
He spoke. His voice sounded deep, soothing, magical and enchanting.
I found myself once more, drawn to his aura and presence. Oddly,
as I watched his interaction with my neighbor at the bar, a bubble
appeared and engulfed the two of them. Although their banter was
trivial, his attention to her was not. I wondered, why the bubble?
Suddenly it came to me. This mystical, magical stranger was actually
listening attentively. He was truly interested in what she had to
say! As he turned to my neighbor's husband, I watched one bubble
pop and another capture the two of them. This strange bubble man,
with his penetrating eyes and his calm, peaceful aura, had my complete
attention. It was with effort that I tore my eyes away, lest I be
caught starring.
I checked and
scanned the rest of the bar, only to be disappointed by the site
of the usual sea of strangers. Each and every one, blended
into a mass, completely indistinguishable from one another. The
desolation and fear of having never tried or attempted to touch
or know this totally unique stranger, prodded me with a sudden surge
of impulsivity. I turned to my bar neighbor, whom I had befriended
only an hour ago. I glanced towards the stranger, who was currently
without a bubble and looking about, perhaps considering a sudden
flight to points unknown. Having observed my neighbor’s manners
and sense of propriety, I asked her who her friend was. She happily
complied and introduced me to James.
Suddenly, I was gifted with a look from the depths of those dark,
liquid, brown pools. His eyes were like doe eyes, soft and languid.
His hand engulfed mine and I felt a twitch and the quick movement
of electricity jolt up the length of my arm. I soon found this gorgeously
handsome specimen of the male species, seated next to me! He focused
on me and seemed genuinely interested in my trivial small talk.
With utter joy and a secret giggle, I found myself swept up into
one of his bubbles. I marveled at the structure, texture, and feel
of the bubble for a moment. Until the lyrical notes of his voice,
drew me back to his penetrating gaze.
The absurdity of this glorious strangers attention caused me to
recall my horrid appearance and apparel. I had NEVER intended to
be out in public this evening. I had spent the entire day grubbing
in my flower garden. A gal pal dropped by and interrupted my digging
with an offer of a beer break.
As I whipped up a quick meal on the grill, we laughed and downed
a few beers, my friend became overly intoxicated. Feeling concerned
for her safety as she left, I insisted that I walk her the few blocks
to her home. En route, she adamantly insisted to stop by a local
bar. In dismay, I looked down upon my dirty, disheveled condition
and hesitated. Yet, I cared little about the non-entities the bar
would hold, and I assumed there was no one inside I could possibly
care to impress. At least I felt that way until James arrived with
his magical bubbles.
Initially, I could not tell if James was blind as to my appearance,
or just trying to be polite. But as his voice and eyes lulled me
into an utter trance, I realized he had depth and was able to see
the real me, through my veil of dirt. His uniqueness and value to
my heart tripled as my heartbeat raced to keep up. My God! Love
at first sight, does it really exist???
Abruptly the bar closed and it was time to leave. As my bubble
burst, I suddenly recalled my friend, and guiltily looked around
for my responsibility. James gently took my arm and informed me
that she had left a moment before in a huff, after a slight altercation
with another bar patron. Feeling guilty and momentarily ashamed,
I looked down and mumbled that I hoped she would make it home. James
stopped abruptly and turned my body to face him fully. His fingers
trailed firmly from my collarbone to my chin, pulling my gaze upward
to meet his eyes. He assured me that all was well and softly insisted
that I let go of my responsibility. His gaze seemed to plead with
me to re-join him on the merry path we had been on. Impulsively,
I reached for his hand and clasped his palm in my own. Shyly, I
glanced back up to gage his reaction. His eyes lit up and his smile
spoke realms. As I began to giggle, James joined me. We laughed
until our eyes watered and sparkled. Within that moment, our eyes
met and locked. He leaned down into me and brought his face close
to mine. I felt his breath warm on my face. The kiss began gentle
and sweet. It became warmer as his tongue took on a life of it's
own, and began to explore my moist insides.
While he delved and probed the contours of my mouth through his
kiss, I quivered, feeling a response and wetness from the folds
of my femininity. We moved hungrily towards one another and embraced.
As one, we felt each other’s hearts pounding and felt the
heat intensify. For several moments we clung to each other, as though
we were lovers with prior knowledge of what pleased us. As we reluctantly
pulled away, he spoke huskily with the heat of the moment still
on his tongue. “I had better see you home, else you may disappear
and I may never find you again.”
We walked hand in hand to his jeep, which struck me as a funny
looking chariot. Sharing the joke with him openly and laughing together
once more, he helped me into the jeep. I told him where I lived
and we started the short, six block, journey. At the stop sign he
paused an extra long moment. We gazed at each other in wonderment
and I knew we shared the same thought. Where in the world had you
come from??
He resumed
the drive and was soon parked in front of my home. Crying silently
within. Thought of the evening ending made me miserable,
yet too shy to verbalize anything to prolong it. I opened the door
and stood there looking at him. James leaned far out the open doorway
and reached for my hand. Eyes misting with the sparkles of residual
passion, he spoke once more. “ I doubt that I shall sleep
but a wink, with thoughts of you lying alone and not by my side”.
I laughed softly, nervously, and bantered back without thought. “I
doubt you would get any sleep if I had you lying next to me. Care
to consider a sleepless night and join me?” I could not believe
that I had just uttered my thoughts out loud! But the thought and
feel of James was far too sweet to pass and not taste. He gladly
parked, swept me into his arms, and swiftly entered my home and
my heart.
It goes without
saying, that after joining me in the shower and culminating our
newfound feelings in our bed. James and I are still
together. Years later, we can still recall a piece of magic from
the mystical night. We giggle together as we recognize the mischievous
glint in each other’s eyes, and we open another bubble in
time. As once more, we are swept away on another mystical, magical
adventure.
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